love of my life

               In life You never choose love, love chooses you… coz whosoever you battle for, argue for, go on war for seldom realizes the struggle, and the guy standing besides you consoling your every tear unknowingly becomes  the one.. and you realize you were foolish to search world’s ends when he was just there besides you…
               You search, manipulate, decide, plan to fall in love.... to find your soulmate...and you bump into a person u never thought had the potential of being your partner.. and you are taken aback, taken by surprise...
               what you thought was just a passe, now makes a difference in your life.. and he knows you like nobody did, your every move, your every thought... you no longer can manipulate yourself in front of him.. you no longer can lie... you no longer can hide.. you no longer can escape....
               you start unfolding unknowingly.. opening your craziest and deepest thoughts… in your head you say ‘damn that was silly’ .. but he takes it well.. he laughs at you, he says ‘that was cute’ and you blush….nothing seems awkward.. nothing seems stupid…
               his nose gets red when you don’t pay attention, he will fight, blame it on you but then he will always call back….
                When he chooses you over his friends, and says ‘I couldn’t miss that’ and you stand staring at him coz you never thought you were his first choice…
               Every time you don’t respond you can feel the concern in his voice.. you no longer can hold back.. you no longer can stand the distance.. and you surrender to his love.. you surrender to his emotions… not because he loves you the way you want but he loves you in his own style, his childish little ways, and you fall in love………….
               Fall in love with those stupid filmy dialogues he says for you,  how every time he has an excuse to pull your leg, how every time he will laugh at your mistakes and hold you in his arms on seeing your long face and then laugh again… Only he has the power, the words to console,.. and his sight makes makes everything alright and you stand vulnerable in front of him, as he leaves you say to yourself ‘he is my man’     there it is ‘the love of your life’