Over a period of time

And may be over a period of time
I will be able to make peace.
The longing of solitude will be
Replaced by a will to be together.

May be over a period of time
I will be able to crack my doubts
The self loathing will be
Replaced by self confidence.

May be over a period of time
I will be able to see,
The fiction over confused scenarios
Replaced by healthy truths.

May be over a period of time
I will be able to be content.
The constant urge prove myself
Replaced by accepting come what may.

May be over a period of time
I will be able to stop for a while.
The need to always go somewhere
The need to always do something
The need to constantly make a difference
The need to do it at one go
The need to not be a failure
The need to be doing it all
Replaced by just the need to be....
Be happy
Be average
Be healthy
Be living
Believing....

Unexpected Rains...

Rains..  He said..  I love rains...
Me a bundle of joy then
Joined his conquest...
We found ourselves a garden
We found ourselves a bench..
Soaking wet..  He held my hand
And He said I love rains...
Shivering and cold I replied
I love them if you love them..
We sat there listening to
Chatter of tiny rain drops...
Silent as we were
He always taught me to love nature..
We found a puddle
A Cliche -  yes we both jumped in it
Like toddlers...
He said again I love Rains...
And I smiled..  I said
I love them if you love them..
He held my cold body and spoke
'Then may be you should love yourself too'...
I smiled again.. 
The first Indirect I love you..
I blushed for days to come...
It was a beautiful day..
And till today I for a brief second
I Love these unexpected rains..
They remind me of simpler times,
Innocent love...
The Rains...  I no more adore them...
But everytime they sprinkle unexpectedly
I flash back to this  sweet moment ..
Some memories crash back
The garden...  The rains..  The puddle..
And you. 

Love and lust

I walked towards him
With lust only I could feel..
Taking his hand in mine, 
I embraced dancing to his own
Heart beat...
I looked at him
And I could see it
The burning love in his eyes..
A part of his that fired in me
Love is all that prevailed
And lust is out of sight......

Invisible

Oh you lucky wind
You get to sway
You get to mellow
You get to ripple the shore
All being Invisible

Oh you dead spirits
You get to be cold
You get to impose fear
You get to make noises
All being Invisible

If only you'd give me the power
To Sway and be cold
To mellow and yet impose fear
To noise up the shore
All being invisible.

What I'd not give to be infinite
To be present and not felt
To be aloof and not dealt
To be alone and yet be content

Invisible my new love
I don't need this hustle
I need to be you
One in me, one in my soul
Leaning into your visibility,
As Invisible as I can be.

A paragraph

Her inner peace bedazzled me.  In the midst of chaos,  I saw her gazing into nothingness.  I fell in love with her calmness, her willingness to give into time as if it had no value.  If only she'd hold my hand and let me gather her emptiness. I would keep her to me.  The vastness of her smile,  I could die looking at it.  She represented purity, a soul so fresh and raw. She was beyond beautiful. Mesmerized I sat there meditating, trying to reach my soul,  holding it in my hand and offering it to her.  I gave her my soul; for I wanted what she had, she had herself.