Lust and love

When lights fall out,
And you are alone foreseeing my thoughts.
Come, grasp my hand and touch my lips
As you see my nervous smile shining
Through the dark.

Let your breaths get heavy,
And your body cave in.
Whisper all you want to say,
Not an ounce be loud.
Hear me shaking,
And let our moans be the only sound.

Be gentle as you hold my face in
your hands,
touch your lips with mine.
Press onto me all so lightly
And ask if I am fine.
Search for the fingers and
Lock them tight.
Make my head spin
And swallow my pride.

Drag me to the wall
And look me in the eyes.
Stare with heavy breathing
And lust full sight.
Brush my hair side,
And wipe those sweat drops off my neck
Get me wrapped in
Those arms so wide.

Let me see you shed off
Your lazy shy self.
Let me feel your heart
Bouncing off your chest,
Yet Trying so hard to control
your struggling mind with
thoughts of intense fest.
Lets step into a war of
Romance, love and lust.
And drop the urge
we have been fighting
Everytime our eyes and heart struck..!

Thanks to you..!

I saw you after ages in some random tag
And all the perseverance I had gathered,
I lost it in a moment and I went blank.
Out of all the people, I could throw away
Your existence kept knocking
And my heart sank.
Ages of trying to leave all behind
I walk four steps ahead but
I take one step back.
This heart, oh my poor heart.
Naive and soulful
Now so close to becoming a rock.
Cause I wear my cold side on my sleeve
And to so many I don't give a damn.
Thanks to you I learnt this.
To keep the ones
Who embrace my numb heart close.
Who wants to stay will stay,
no matter how
indecisive someone becomes.
But then even if they get tired
and decide to leave,
I know I will be alright.
Nothing gets to me now.
Neither anyone's presence nor their absence.
I defeated in me all the wars.
Thanks to you my dear!
I have become a stone.
And the credit is all yours.

Love myself

Shall I run away?
Shall I walk away?
And be with someone who matters the most.

Can I just be with me?
And not be judged.
May be I will come back for you some
other day.
May be I will watch you be happy some
other time.

Can I have all of me?
Little less tiring and little
less exhausting.
Not much work and not much pain.

Can I love only me?
Not carry someone else's responsibility.
But if I do this will anyone understand
Or I will be labeled as a selfish bitch.

I am never lonely when I am alone
But being with people is hard.
It's work and it's so tiring.

Who will understand?
Being on your own and
Not feeling lonely
Is the biggest gift you can
give to yourself.

Call me..!

So you are having a hard time
To let just the day pass by,
And you think of me in despair.
You look at your phone
And almost dial my tone
To realize we left our comfort
years ago.
Don't wander alone
Keeping me in your soul.
Even if I am not your love anymore
I know I am your home.

So pick up the phone and
Dial my tone.
Say some time of yours I need.
I will listen patiently,
No anger, no hatred.
No fights, no regrets.
Pour your sorrow and
Breathe again.
Don't wander alone.
Keeping me in your soul
Even if you are not my love anymore
I know I am your home..!