Damaged

The trivial emotions ransacked
With burden not so great.
I have seen people with bigger disasters.
There is no coming back home this year.

I'd pass the gates and glare through windows out the house.
Love I'd feel but no more.
Regardless of the attachment
Who'd thought I'd abandon my own.

Reckless, unforgiving and heartless
The bitch I can be.
Choosing between love and relationship.
Nothing prevails.
Only sins and forever guilts.
No matter the choice
The damage will be forever.
I'd be this unsettled soul
Forever asking for forgiveness.