Too Selfish To Be Loved!

There are times i feel you
just can't see anything beyond your pain
you can't see me suffer
you can't see me holding our bits
despite your vain.

There are times when i feel you can't
think beyond yourself
and i be a fool trying to save
what's left of ourselves...

There are times you prove you
are too selfish to be loved..
too self served, too much of a snob.
I don't understand why i try to put up with you
hoping to be appreciated
and that too just for a day and not all..

Was i blind before or rather realizing
a bit too late
for you to love and take in my pain
is like expecting a retard to grow new brain!